That’s just life
I really thought I felt reachable love this time but like always when I go to reach it’s yanked out from my fingertips… There’s really no reason that I shouldn’t still love him but well nothing has changed since I met him. It’s just my eyes are opened a little more to his day to day life…. Annnnnd it’s a little ackward. I don’t know what to think of it. I know how I SHOULD deal with it but I just don’t know.
I love him but I don’t
I’m just afraid I think… maybe not.
I wish I could say it to people right now but I can’t because I’m being trusted alot not to tell anyone yet. Pain in my ass…. I thank him for trusting me and I thank knowing before I told him I love him. But I don’t even know if I’m using the perfered Pronoun right now if anyone catches my drift.
help me?
